He goes on to tell his father how, at age 11, he found videos of his dad having sex with prostitutes in a motel room, which sparked the recurring nightmare that has been shown to viewers of his father “fucking me the way that he was fucking them.” When Cal says his biggest regret in life is not protecting his son and keeping him safe, Nate rejects the apology. “You don’t get to ruin our lives, and then just move on and get to be happier.”

Eric Dane Opens Up About His Unraveling on 'Euphoria'